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“What happened with Leia was the consequence of an irrational reaction on Anakin’s part. She wanted to do what was right, and went through with it. Anakin has to realize that his actions all have repercussions. All of them. And he has to work all the harder to overcome the damage he’s already caused.”

It pained Qui-Gon to speak about the boy he held in such high regard this way, but he was never one to shy away from the truth.

“I want nothing more than to provide support for him, but if all my efforts are rebuffed and my advice ignored, then there is only so much I can do. At least by removing myself from his living space, I can remove some upsetting factors that can cause him to lash out and I can provide a safe space for you, Rey, and anyone else involved.”

He let his hand fall from Obi-Wan’s shoulder and come to a rest against the younger man’s elbow. He didn’t break any physical contact.

“I’m not giving up on him, Obi-Wan, but I need to consider what is best for everyone.”

At the moment Obi-Wan came to a stop to turn and stare at Qui-Gon in disbelief as realization dawned on him.

"You agree with her. Anakin is nothing more than a threat in your eyes."

It wasn't a question, it was a statement. And it left younger Jedi flabbergasted.

"You, of all people. The one who found him, insisted on training him, and was his staunchest supporter. Defying the council, and me, when you were told he was dangerous. And then giving the task to me with your dying breath. And now you're just... changing your mind?"

This wasn't the master who trained him. He could hardly believe they were even having this conversation.

"You say it wasn't my fault that I nearly killed you while under the influence of this world. Yet Anakin is to blame for a rant while he was under its influence as well? It warrants a public announcement that will only cause fear and anger?"

Obi-Wan then took a deep breath and shook his head sadly, the hurt was clear in his blue eyes.

"You say you haven't given up on him. Yet isn't inaction just that?"

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"Anakin's public spectacle was one symptom of a larger problem," Qui-Gon's voice remained steady, even in the face of Obi-Wan's distress. It didn't change how the display made his heart hurt, but he was a Jedi. He could put personal feelings to the wayside in deference to the greater good.

"It's a problem that you don't have. You've posed a threat only when under this planet's influence. The same can't be said of him," he continued as images of Obi-Wan laying prone in a hospital bed, a victim of Anakin's raging emotions, flashed through his mind. He kept them to himself, along with the heartache the visions brought.

"Despite that, my goal isn't to stand idly by. I will support you both, but I will have to do it without constant involvement. And I will have to do it with everyone's safety in mind."

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"I will not deny that Anakin has problems," he said back. His tone shifting from hurt to indignance. "It's because of that, that he needs help and support, not slanderous public remarks. The way to keep everyone safe is to keep Anakin from fulfilling his future. What Leia has done is the exact opposite of that."

He would not, and could not, agree with Leia or Qui-Gon on this matter. Again, he found himself deeply disappointed. He was a Jedi as well, and that called for compassion. Which was one of Obi-Wan's strongest traits.

"Anakin has made progress. If you would speak to him you would know as much. Unequally judging him based on past offenses, many of which were beyond his control, is unfair. If he is to blame, then I am to blame as well."

With that, Obi-Wan tugged on Rooh's reigns and continued to walk. Qui-Gon's talk of support only coming as hollow after his other comments. It was clear to him that he was alone in this matter. He would drop off the food and then be on his way.

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