A Jedi Master and Padawan in the midst of battle are often compared to a duet in a graceful, deadly dance. Every movement flows effortlessly into the next, a coordinated routine that is as natural as breathing. Ezra's strong opening movements catch Qui-Gon by surprise, and he nearly stumbles, but it only takes a few moments to fall into a steady rhythm. As if they've been sparring together for years.
As his swings become more instinctual and his consciousness melts into his body's movements, Qui-Gon finds himself believing that's true.
He uses his bulk to try and strong arm his Padawan, pushing with strength meant for someone a bit bigger and stronger than the boy in front of him.
Ezra's heart races as their lightsabers clash, not with any fear, but with exhilaration. He's matching Qui-Gon blow for blow, more easily than he's ever-
-no, maybe with a little more difficulty than normal, he realizes, as the last vestiges of the dreams he's been having finally fall away. His dad, his Master is pushing him harder than he usually does, as though he can tell that Ezra needed something to force him to focus on this. Grunting with the effort of keeping that brilliant green lightsaber at bay, the boy finally has to give up his advance to take a step back, then another, never mind that he's supposed to be on the offense. He pants, but refuses to give up just yet.
Qui-Gon's pushing him for a reason, wants him to rise to the challenge.
I won't disappoint you, dad, he promises, twisting to the left as his blade deflects Qui-Gon's to the right.
Qui-Gon's countenance remains stoic throughout their duel, any hints of pride completely absent from his face. But he has to work hard to keep it that way. Ezra's excitement is contagious, and, more importantly, present. His resolve is as palpable as always and their shared eagerness to learn can be felt in every flourish of their blades.
Then again, what else could Qui-Gon expect from his adopted son?
He's thrown off by Ezra's agility (his skills have been sharpening exponentially with each lesson) and has to rely on the Force to augment his movements' speed to counter his Padawan's twist. He has no choice but to return to a defensive stance, shoulders hunched to keep his blade low and to hide the taxation this spar is having on his body.
A lesser teacher would worry about a potential bruising for their ego, but Qui-Gon couldn't be prouder.
A thrill of triumph surges through Ezra's heart when he manages to put Qui-Gon back on the defensive. Maybe he can't see how the fight is wearing down his father, but that alone tells him all he needs to know about how well he's doing here. Eager to keep it up, to show Qui-Gon how much he's improved, Ezra lunges forward with a quick series of strikes aimed to drive the older Jedi's blade up and into a position where he can't defend as well.
Except he's not as tall as he thinks he is. His arms aren't quite as long. He underestimates his reach and the angle he needs to swing his lightsaber. Confusion barely has time to register as, eyes wide, he tries to compensate, only to stumble as he overextends.
Qui-Gon doesn't bother to arc his finishing blow. Instead, he sheathes his lightsaber and places a hand on Ezra's back as a signal that they're pausing.
"What happened there?"
His tone isn't stern or accusatory, but founded in confusion and some concern. Ezra hasn't made a mistake like that in years, and his expression was far too raw to be part of some kind of feint or crafty maneuver.
"I... I don't know," Ezra answers uncertainly, staring down at his hand. "I wasn't reaching far enough, even though I thought I was, and..." He trails off, unsure how exactly to explain.
Easier, maybe, to just repeat the moves he'd made, though facing away from Qui-Gon now. Maybe he'll be able to see what he did wrong, or maybe Qui-Gon's practiced eye will spot the flaw in his form, just as he has so many times before in the years they've been training together.
So he steps forward again, striking the air, quick and sure as his original attack had been. But- no, that's wrong again. Qui-Gon's taller than that. Ezra's brow furrows in confused frustration. Why is he still aiming too low?
Qui-Gon stands back and crosses his arms, examining Ezra's movements with a discerning eye. There's nothing wrong with the boy's technique. The footwork is perfect and his swing is quick--what's lacking is his conviction. The confusion etched on his face and in his words proves that further.
"Walk me through your thought process, Padawan."
That way they can uncover the problem together--just like master and apprentice.
He'd been hoping Qui-Gon would be able to see what was wrong just with that one repetition. Still, he's not going to let disappointment keep him from doing as his master directs. Maybe it's too subtle to pinpoint that easily. Or maybe Qui-Gon is turning this into a teaching moment. It certainly wouldn't be the first time he has.
So Ezra raises his lightsaber into position again and starts to speak as he moves. "I was attacking. You were defending. I knew your form was too strong for me to break with strength, so I had to try something else. Agility is where I'm stronger, though, so-" Step, strike, strike, strike in slow motion. "-I wasn't trying to land a hit here, just throw you off by trying to keep up with my speed. And you're older. It's a little harder for you to twist and turn like I can, so-" He deflects an imaginary lightsaber, then twists sharply, just like he did before. "-and that should have given me an opening on your side here, but only if I aimed it just right. But I know how tall you are. I know how you hold your arms. I know if I swing my lightsaber like this-" His blade comes around and halts in midair.
Too low again, by a couple inches. Ezra scowls intently, as though he can make his lightsaber give him the answers for why it seems bound and determined to head toward where Qui-Gon could have caught and deflected it.
"It's almost like you're taller somehow. Are you wearing different shoes?"
If so, he doesn't need to be. Qui-Gon, you're already tall enough!
And it's not possible for Qui-Gon to have grown any taller--he's done with growing, much to the relief of other humans he'd grown close with over the decades, and if anything, people at his age start shrinking. Again, that would probably come to the relief of many other humans, save for those who take advantage of his larger than average stature like the occasional fruit merchant with too-high shelves and too-big boxes.
So that left only one other explanation, considering Ezra's meticulous reconstruction of the last left of their duel.
"You've gotten shorter."
Looking at him now, Ezra does look smaller than he should be, and after marking the boy's growth over the years with ticks on a door frame he's pretty certain that he's allowed commentary on the matter. To confirm it, Qui-Gon steps forward, well into Ezra's personal space--a factor long since irrelevant since their makeshift family came together--and stands in front of him, placing the edge of his hand on his chest, right where Ezra should reach, using himself as an impromptu measuring stick.
"What?" Jedi-raised or not, if there's any surefire way to offend a teenager, it's to tell them that they're getting shorter. "That's not possible!" Never mind that the evidence is literally right in his face. "People don't shrink unless they're old!"
Or, you know, unless they lose body parts. But all of Ezra's limbs are still firmly attached, so that's clearly not the case.
Huffing, Ezra turns and presses up close enough to Qui-Gon's chest so that he can get his own second measurement. Personal space really doesn't mean much between them, not after all these years. Then he holds his hand to the top of his head so that the edge can mark where he stands. Steps back, looks up.
And it's definitely short by some inches from where it's supposed to be. Ezra's brow furrows in baffled frustration. "I don't understand!"
"Perhaps you're an anomaly. Or this is a sign that your soul is too old for your body."
Ezra is very much a teenager in attitude and personality, and no amount of training would lessen that. It's a trait that Qui-Gon's learned to accept and embrace--both in reality and in the false memories rapidly overtaking his mind. He reaches out with a hand and places it on the boy's head. It's a calming gesture if nothing else, and one meant to show solidarity, especially with the gentle pull Qui-Gon gives as an invitation for Ezra to come closer if he wanted. Despite the quip, it is something to take seriously.
"It could also be a side effect of this world. We can speak to a healer in town, if you'd like."
That's enough to get Ezra to pause, momentarily jarred out of his worry, because really, Qui-Gon? Really? Dad jokes now?
Ezra is giving him such a look.
"If my soul's that old, wouldn't that make me your dad?"
That familiar gesture, though, and the comfort that comes with it, helps at least to leech out a little of Ezra's tension. Maybe he doesn't know what's going on, and maybe Qui-Gon doesn't either, but he's not facing it alone. That helps.
"Maybe we better. I mean, this can't be normal." Or healthy. Ezra stares at his arms, trying to figure out if they're just a little thinner because he's smaller, or if he's actually a little scrawny too.
"With your attitude, I would place you closer to a grandfather. We should go before you get even crankier."
Qui-Gon's hand makes its way to Ezra's shoulder so he can guide the boy back into the house. If they left through the front, then they could make it into town and (hopefully) get a better idea of what was going on--including any issues regarding that scrawniness.
He's not too worried, however. Ezra's personality is intact and outside of his height loss, he's perfectly healthy and energetic. There has to be a logical explanation despite the overall whimsical nature of their surroundings. And whatever that issue, they'll be sure to tackle it together like the family they are.
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As his swings become more instinctual and his consciousness melts into his body's movements, Qui-Gon finds himself believing that's true.
He uses his bulk to try and strong arm his Padawan, pushing with strength meant for someone a bit bigger and stronger than the boy in front of him.
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-no, maybe with a little more difficulty than normal, he realizes, as the last vestiges of the dreams he's been having finally fall away. His dad, his Master is pushing him harder than he usually does, as though he can tell that Ezra needed something to force him to focus on this. Grunting with the effort of keeping that brilliant green lightsaber at bay, the boy finally has to give up his advance to take a step back, then another, never mind that he's supposed to be on the offense. He pants, but refuses to give up just yet.
Qui-Gon's pushing him for a reason, wants him to rise to the challenge.
I won't disappoint you, dad, he promises, twisting to the left as his blade deflects Qui-Gon's to the right.
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Then again, what else could Qui-Gon expect from his adopted son?
He's thrown off by Ezra's agility (his skills have been sharpening exponentially with each lesson) and has to rely on the Force to augment his movements' speed to counter his Padawan's twist. He has no choice but to return to a defensive stance, shoulders hunched to keep his blade low and to hide the taxation this spar is having on his body.
A lesser teacher would worry about a potential bruising for their ego, but Qui-Gon couldn't be prouder.
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Except he's not as tall as he thinks he is. His arms aren't quite as long. He underestimates his reach and the angle he needs to swing his lightsaber. Confusion barely has time to register as, eyes wide, he tries to compensate, only to stumble as he overextends.
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Qui-Gon doesn't bother to arc his finishing blow. Instead, he sheathes his lightsaber and places a hand on Ezra's back as a signal that they're pausing.
"What happened there?"
His tone isn't stern or accusatory, but founded in confusion and some concern. Ezra hasn't made a mistake like that in years, and his expression was far too raw to be part of some kind of feint or crafty maneuver.
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Easier, maybe, to just repeat the moves he'd made, though facing away from Qui-Gon now. Maybe he'll be able to see what he did wrong, or maybe Qui-Gon's practiced eye will spot the flaw in his form, just as he has so many times before in the years they've been training together.
So he steps forward again, striking the air, quick and sure as his original attack had been. But- no, that's wrong again. Qui-Gon's taller than that. Ezra's brow furrows in confused frustration. Why is he still aiming too low?
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"Walk me through your thought process, Padawan."
That way they can uncover the problem together--just like master and apprentice.
Just like father and son.
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So Ezra raises his lightsaber into position again and starts to speak as he moves. "I was attacking. You were defending. I knew your form was too strong for me to break with strength, so I had to try something else. Agility is where I'm stronger, though, so-" Step, strike, strike, strike in slow motion. "-I wasn't trying to land a hit here, just throw you off by trying to keep up with my speed. And you're older. It's a little harder for you to twist and turn like I can, so-" He deflects an imaginary lightsaber, then twists sharply, just like he did before. "-and that should have given me an opening on your side here, but only if I aimed it just right. But I know how tall you are. I know how you hold your arms. I know if I swing my lightsaber like this-" His blade comes around and halts in midair.
Too low again, by a couple inches. Ezra scowls intently, as though he can make his lightsaber give him the answers for why it seems bound and determined to head toward where Qui-Gon could have caught and deflected it.
"It's almost like you're taller somehow. Are you wearing different shoes?"
If so, he doesn't need to be. Qui-Gon, you're already tall enough!
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And it's not possible for Qui-Gon to have grown any taller--he's done with growing, much to the relief of other humans he'd grown close with over the decades, and if anything, people at his age start shrinking. Again, that would probably come to the relief of many other humans, save for those who take advantage of his larger than average stature like the occasional fruit merchant with too-high shelves and too-big boxes.
So that left only one other explanation, considering Ezra's meticulous reconstruction of the last left of their duel.
"You've gotten shorter."
Looking at him now, Ezra does look smaller than he should be, and after marking the boy's growth over the years with ticks on a door frame he's pretty certain that he's allowed commentary on the matter. To confirm it, Qui-Gon steps forward, well into Ezra's personal space--a factor long since irrelevant since their makeshift family came together--and stands in front of him, placing the edge of his hand on his chest, right where Ezra should reach, using himself as an impromptu measuring stick.
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Or, you know, unless they lose body parts. But all of Ezra's limbs are still firmly attached, so that's clearly not the case.
Huffing, Ezra turns and presses up close enough to Qui-Gon's chest so that he can get his own second measurement. Personal space really doesn't mean much between them, not after all these years. Then he holds his hand to the top of his head so that the edge can mark where he stands. Steps back, looks up.
And it's definitely short by some inches from where it's supposed to be. Ezra's brow furrows in baffled frustration. "I don't understand!"
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Ezra is very much a teenager in attitude and personality, and no amount of training would lessen that. It's a trait that Qui-Gon's learned to accept and embrace--both in reality and in the false memories rapidly overtaking his mind. He reaches out with a hand and places it on the boy's head. It's a calming gesture if nothing else, and one meant to show solidarity, especially with the gentle pull Qui-Gon gives as an invitation for Ezra to come closer if he wanted. Despite the quip, it is something to take seriously.
"It could also be a side effect of this world. We can speak to a healer in town, if you'd like."
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Ezra is giving him such a look.
"If my soul's that old, wouldn't that make me your dad?"
That familiar gesture, though, and the comfort that comes with it, helps at least to leech out a little of Ezra's tension. Maybe he doesn't know what's going on, and maybe Qui-Gon doesn't either, but he's not facing it alone. That helps.
"Maybe we better. I mean, this can't be normal." Or healthy. Ezra stares at his arms, trying to figure out if they're just a little thinner because he's smaller, or if he's actually a little scrawny too.
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Qui-Gon's hand makes its way to Ezra's shoulder so he can guide the boy back into the house. If they left through the front, then they could make it into town and (hopefully) get a better idea of what was going on--including any issues regarding that scrawniness.
He's not too worried, however. Ezra's personality is intact and outside of his height loss, he's perfectly healthy and energetic. There has to be a logical explanation despite the overall whimsical nature of their surroundings. And whatever that issue, they'll be sure to tackle it together like the family they are.