Ezra has to chew on that for a moment. He can read between the lines, too, to hear Qui-Gon's reminder about their conversation before. Acceptance. He'd promised to accept the outcome, no matter what it was. But it's not here yet. I can still try for something else.

Is that selfish? Is he only acting on his own desires here?

"But I can want something that the Force wants too. Right? Personal desires aren't always bad. And they're not always the only reason someone has."